Thursday, June 11, 2015

Day -6

Today we started the transplant!!!!!
A year of planning has finally paid off.

My mom refashioned my tank tops.  There is Velcro on the right that lets me get dressed and undressed while hooked up to the IV pole.  So comfy and so helpful.  Thank you mom!


Medicine I had today:
Rituxan
IV Benadryl
IV steroid (250 mg)
Tylenol
Excedrin
Heart Burn Medicine

I handled the rituxan well.  Only a slight headache that the excedrin took away.

Tomorrow starts the chemo.  I'll get that for 4 days.  I'll also be getting 1,000 mg of steroids!  Holy moly.  Can you say 'roid rage?

A friends mom made me this lovely shawl.  It's a prayer shawl.  While she was making it, she and others prayed over it and for me.  An awesome gift that has already been put to use. Thanks Carol!


Here is what my schedule looks like:



Wednesday, June 10, 2015

PICC Line is in!

Today I got my PICC line.  Annie and Emily did a great job and I hardly felt anything during the procedure.  They numbed a spot on my upper right arm, used an ultrasound to find the right vein, then slowly put the tubing in my arm.  This tubing goes from my arm, down my chest until the end is right by my heart.  


There are three separate IV access ports coming out.  This allows the staff to do three separate things all at once.

I will be admitted at 7:30 a.m. tomorrow to begin Day -6 of the transplant.  6 days of chemo, rATG (these are rabbit antibodies), fluids, steroids, antinaseua meds, pains meds, and more.  To say the least, I'm going to be filled with lots of drugs over the next few weeks.

Please be praying for the horrible side effects.  That the antinausea meds work quickly and well this time.

As they say, "No Chemo, No Cure", I'm reminding myself of that daily as I head into yet another time of being super sick.


I had a pleasant surprise today.  A friend of mines husband was in the area today for business and she had him drop off a care package for me!  It had a head scarf, earrings and lots of yummy treats for the hospital room.  

Amazing surprise!  Feeling so loved and cared for.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

We are HERE!!!

The transplant trip has arrived.  We woke up this morning at 5:00 and began our journey to Chicago.


We aren't morning people.


My IVIG was 2 weeks ago but my body is already acting like I need another dose.  My hands were so swollen this morning and the pain and weakness in my legs was much worse.  This is likely a major change in my disease process.  I likely need to increase my IVIG infusions to every 2 weeks.  If I were to do that, I'd be sick, ALL THE TIME!


We drove to my brother Jason's house and he drove us to the airport (Thanks Jason).  We grabbed some breakfast and made our way to the plane.



We've unpacked a little for our 2 night stay in the hotel.

Tomorrow, 3:15 central time, I will be getting my PICC line placed in my right forearm.  Then Thursday morning, at 7:30 AM, I'll be admitted to the hospital to begin the transplant!

Four years with CIDP, countless IVIG infusions, an entire year of being sick that I'll never get back...It's been a full year from when I sent in my application to transplant...what a whirlwind it has been.

GOODBYE CIDP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Sunday, June 7, 2015

Goodbyes

Today we said goodbye to our boys.  Leaving them is so very hard.


I cried after David left...big dripping, ugly tears.  Then it was time for Daniels nap.



Our last snuggles for 3 weeks.  Oh I miss them.

We ended the evening with comfort food that I won't be able to have for a year.  Sushi!!!



A good way to end a very hard day.  Tomorrow, we pack and clean the house.

Next stop, Chicago!







Tuesday, June 2, 2015

HSCT...what does that really mean?

The Procedure

It's called hematopoietic stem-cell transplantation (HSCT). The words "stem-cell" and "transplant" are a bit misleading. This is not the type of regenerative treatment that we all read about in the news nor is Rachelle getting cells from a donor.

The positive results from this treatment are produced by using chemotherapy to very strongly suppress Rachelle's immune system. The objective is to kill the components of Rachelle's immune system that have the "memory" to target her myelin. By erasing this "immune memory" the hope is to essentially stop the auto-immune disease process.

Once the immune system is suppressed with chemo, Rachelle will get a transfusion of her own stem-cells which help facilitate the healing of her immune system. These stem-cells were collected 2 weeks ago and are being stored until she is ready for the infusion. Hence, the name "hematopoietic stem-cell transplantation" which means "getting a transplant of your own stem-cells".

 

Is this the same treatment used for cancer?

That is an excellent question! The answer is yes and no.

Rachelle's treatment is based on the procedure used to treat various for forms of cancer. These procedures are called bone marrow transplants or stem-cell transplants. Developed 40 years ago, 50,000 cancer patients per year undergo these procedures.

For cancer, the goal is to fully kill the entire immune system including the bone marrow where immune cells are produced. To accomplish this, radiation is often used in conjunction with a more powerful chemotherapy cocktail. These protocols are called "myeloablative" and patients often require a bone marrow transplant from a donor to survive.


Unlike cancer, the protocol used to treat CIDP is less toxic. For CIDP, the target is only the "immune memory" and trials have shown that this can be accomplished with a less toxic protocol. Therefore, Rachelle's treatment is considered "non-myeloablative" (also referred to as transplant-lite) which is less risky than most cancer protocols.


The Process

Simply stated, Rachelle is getting chemo. She will experience many of the side-effects you know about including losing her hair (as you have already seen).

Transplant (3 Weeks): Rachelle will be admitted to Northwestern hospital and will be inpatient for the entire duration of this phase.

The transplant starts with "conditioning" which is the process of suppressing (killing) her immune system with chemo. For 5 days Rachelle will get infusions of cyclophosphamide and rATG.

After a day of rest, Rachelle's harvested stem-cells are infused back into her. This is considered the "transplant".

For the next few weeks, Rachelle will remain in isolation in the hospital as we wait for her immune system to start to recover ("engraftment"). This is the phase when she is most at risk of infection since she essentially has no immune system.

 


Recovery

Once Rachelle's blood levels start to show signs of recovery she will come home. For the first several months she will need to be very careful as her immune system will still be compromised. She will avoid sick people, crowds, be careful of what she eats, etc.

Eventually, her new immune system will strengthen and the risk of infection subsides. However, it will take as long as a year to fully recover from the effects of the treatment. During this time she will most likely be tired, experience some pain and a few other side effects.


Schedule

All of the testing and treatments are done in Chicago at Northwestern University Hospital. Rachelle's Doctor is Dr Richard Burt and his department is called DIAD.

June 11 - (approximately) June 27: Transplant


Can I send something?

That is so nice of you to ask!

It's best to send things to our house as they are very strict about what's permitted in the hospital isolation ward. For example, you can not send flowers, balloons, fresh fruit or other perishable food items as they can all pose a risk of carrying bacteria.

Feel free to email/text us for our home address. 


Things to know


CHEMO
Worst part is the Lasix (3X per day) and fluids (24 hours). The purpose is to flush-out the chemo. We're talking 15 bathroom trips per Lasix dose.   

First dose is at 6AM and the last is 10PM. No chance of sleep for two hours after.

The Blood Cell Count is the transplant scorecard. It provides insight into Rachelle's status and progress. 

Each morning, around 5AM, blood is drawn to run labs. It's a full work-up but the primary focus is to count four types of blood cells.

1) White Blood Cells (WBCs): Many different cell types which together comprise the immune system.

Normal Range: 3.5 - 10.5

Data Significance: Provides a general measurement of Rachelle's immune strength. However, this is not a critical metric for monitoring the engraftment process nor guiding infusion decisions.     

2) Neutrophils: A type of WBC that are the frontline defenders against bacteria and fungi.


Normal Range: 1.5 - 8.0


Data Significance: This is the most important metric. Once the neutrophil count falls below .5, Rachelle is considered "neutropenic". She is most susceptible to infection and feels the worst.


Rachelle will start to feel better as her immune system comes back online. The transfusion of her stem cells on Day 0 helps facilitate this process. 


"Engraftment" is accomplished when the Neutrophils climb back above .5.   


3) Platelets: Aid in clotting to prevent excessive bleeding.

Normal Range: 140 - 390


Data Significance: A transfusion of platelets is administered when the count falls below 20. 

4) Red Blood Cells (Hemoglobin): Carry oxygen from the lungs to all the cells in the body.  


Normal Range: 11.6 - 17.5


Data Significance: A transfusion of whole blood is administered when the count falls below 8.


Expected Blood Count Drop and Recovery


Putting it all together, the Cytoxin (chemo) and rATG (anti T-lymphocyte) at first cause a slight rise in blood cell counts but then drive a steep decline.

Counts bottom out around Day +2. Rachelle will be pretty sick at this point. Once her blood cell counts start to increase she will feel better. 


The infusion of her stem cells on Day 0 help facilitate recovery and shorten the amount of time she is Neutropenic. 


Engraftment is accomplished when the Neutrophil count >.5 and occurs around Day +10. This is when Rachelle goes home.


The below graph depicts the process. 
 

Chart format from George Goss.


The Count


 Note: The naming of days using negative numbers prior to transplant and positive numbers post transplant is how the medical team tracks the process.


There are a lot of different infusions - hydration, diuretics, pre-meds, steroids and chemo. Between all the bathroom visits from the fluids and changing the bags, it's going to be hard to get much rest. 

The PICC line is a thin catheter that runs from her upper arm to her heart. It's used in the hospital to administer IVs, fluids, meds, etc., and can remain in place for weeks compared to a standard IV that lasts 3 days.

The line is about the diameter of spaghetti compared to the neck vas catheter which was more like a slurpy straw.


IVIG & HAIR

I had my last IVIG treatment before transplant last week.  I was extremely sick from the infusion this go around.  I couldn't keep anything down for 3 days.  Between the chemo a few weeks ago and this last week, I've lost 10 lbs.  No need to worry, as I have a bit of baby weight to lose.  Not exactly the best weight loss plan either.  I like food. :)

We hope and pray that this was the last IVIG.  Dr. Burt did warn/prepare me, some CIDP patients still need a few IVIG treatments post transplant, some patients need none.  We won't know until the transplant is over and I'm back home.

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I shaved my head to a buzz cut in preparation for my hair falling out.


I also said goodbye to my nurse Bello.  He has come to my home, every 4 - 6 weeks, for 3 days, for the past 2 years.  He has great hopes for me and wishes me nothing but the best.  I gained a friend through having him come give me my medicine, for that, I am thankful.


Four days ago, my hair began falling out...a lot.


Every time I touched my head, more and more came out.  It was becoming annoying and itchy so I decided to "go shiny" as many call it.



So here I am. I'll be rocking this look for the next 2-3 months until my hair starts growing back again.

Here's to the next phase!

Home!!!

Getting home was an adventure (as always).  Our driver was late, got lost too.  We made it to the airport just in time to get out bags checked, make it through security, grab a sandwich, and walk to our gate to board the plane.  It was a little stressful, but we were determined to make it home!


I had Lysol wipes which I used to wipe down my seat, window visor, seat belt, tray table...you name it, it was wiped down.


I wore my mask at the airport and on the plane.  I can't afford to get sick before transplant, if I do, everything has to be delayed until I'm better.  They can't shut down my immune system if I'm fighting a cold.


Bye for now Chicago!

Coming home to snuggly little boys was awesome.  When we pulled up to the house, my oldest, started screaming and jumping.  I came inside and gave him such a big hug.  The littlest one, hadn't seen me with short hair before and wasn't so sure at first.  He quickly realized it was mommy and came running.  He let me cuddle him and hold him, off an on all night.  It was the best.  I missed my boys.



It's been great being a family again. :)